this effin bullshit

hello. as you can see, i’m back after a couple of days of disappearance i AM back, but i am no better. in fact, i’m almost reachin a depression mode [well, as of now..] i feel blah. blah-ish than ever. oh god. LONG STORY–SHORT:i think my friends are betraying me and i hate them. my kind of “awaited” party is cancelled because of them. i really hate them. (

i am so not okaaay.

well, the past few days were spent with idleness. i think my life is so meaningless. my life rotated in an inevitable path and thank god i survived. it’s like, one moment, i’d be happy, but then, when i keep realizing that there IS got to be more to it, i get dissapointed -then back to the blah-ish mode again. ooh. you mind askin about my love life? well, it’s damn fucking empty. and neither having one would make me ok. my attention span is kind of low right now, i don’t know, maybe i’m experiencing an imbalance of some sort. but one thing i revert my attention the most is my online life. again, i have no clue why,perhaps, reality is spent better online than offline. *grins for 40 nanoseconds.* and so for that, i am starting to really build this blogsite. soon, i would be putting a YOU section and another section dedicated to credits and link and..you get the point.

UPDATES: new affie.

NOW:

date:may 16
time:2 pm
weather:scorching hot sunny
mood:blank and irritated
looking hot in:a spagetti strap with matching clam-diggers
earphones:none
screen:MTV
indulging:soda crackers
drinking:none.
last person you’ve talk to:cecille?.
last person you’ve thought of:the guy in that condom commercial
quotable quote:bitches follow me like they’re lesbian freaks.

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